11:32 a.m. - 2007-10-02
60 lbs
I stepped on the scale this a.m. after doing my usual one-hour workout and I couldn’t believe what the scale was telling me. As of today, it is official. I have lost 60 lbs. I hope within that 60 lbs. a lot of the old toxic stuff that had accumulated within my soul disappeared also. I look at myself and I can’t believe whom I see in the mirror. I truly am a different person on so many levels, more confident, more cautious, more adventurous and it feels great.
So with that news, I decided to get enough courage and signed up for the on-line dating thing. Interesting how it works within eharmony and we will see what happens. So far lots of interest…. just going through the steps to see if we really are matched from within as the commercials claim. All I can do is try and I certainly have no expectations but the ever-hopeful KO is eternally optimistic.
Saw Jim last night and his parallel of Nessun Dorma and how it relates to me was disturbing. Disturbing to the degree that I got goose bumps and cried the whole way home; more like sobbed. How could I have written about this a few days ago and then Jim brings the correlation of it all to my eyes. Weird and cosmically fate driven.
And with that being said…. Sometimes the best way to figure out who you are is to get to that place where you don’t have to be anything else.
60lbs…..60lbs magnificent pounds…..take a look at me now world. Because I am better now than ever.
