9:17 a.m. - 2007-11-13
yesterday
Yesterday was just weird...and I got a headache which I haven't had in over a month. It was just weird....and I know I can't prove what happened when I saw what I saw....but I know. Words were exchanged, strikes were given and I felt very, very hurt....and the truth of matter is that I don't deserve any of it. I am just trying to be open. To communicate, to let him in on the fact that I am into this situation. That I don't want to lose him....that why can't I be enough?!?
But then there is newness on the horizon. I like that feeling.....to be wanted.....
Yet - he is the one I want!
